Ahahahass just changed my blogskin today =)) kinda fun changing blogskin cos can see my blog become more nicer then i more like it. xDD
What i did mostly today was to fold the -blahblah- paper LOLS! i donnoe whats that called so just name is as -blahblah- barhss =))
Nothing really happen today AND THUS WAS DAMN BORING -.- well starting tomorrow will be a busy day i think =((
OH YA YEA! P.S. In my last post, Joreen actually won 250bucks instead of 150 ahahahsss S$100 of difference is VERY BIG ya know? xDD So must editedit xDD
Never went to work today T.T = NO MONEY ZZZ damn fed up for next week -.- COS cannort anyhow spend for next week haizz T.T i want to start saving money larhss xDD but my mouth keep eating sia lols! how sia? ZzzZ
My mind is of a blank now LOLS!
err maybe cos feeling too chocked barhss -.- ahh i seriously think my this term's lecturers damn don like me E.g. are Mr Raja, Mrs Joanna Tan, Mrs Lee(Maybe). Yea this three teacher -.-

Feeling unhappy now maybe cos its going to be my grandma's 3rd death anniversary -.-
OKIE! I NOE IT SOUNDS LAME BUT! i feel sad nort because she died, as she had passed away for so long lerhss but i still feel DAMN FCUKING GUILTY FOR NORT TREATING HER WELL!
i mean before she passed away.
SHE treated me so kind and good when i was young but because she was too naggy, in the past, i used to shout back at her -.- and i ignore her for a total of 3 years when i was in secondary school days -.- when i was in sec 3, i started talking with her more but it jst don seems to be the same as the past i think as things really do change. and in sec 4 her condition really gort worsen due to that she was very old already and she had to lay in the bed, like those kind in the hospital, unable to move much. I felt that she feel very pitful and sad but i don dare to do anything because seeing elderlys warded in bed and unable to move, i will always feel very terrified and scare because i am nort sure if the elderly will suddenly collaspe or nort so i am always afraid of such things so until the day where she die in the bed, i still don really dare to be very near -.- i felt damn disappointed in myself ...

Maybe you guys will think that i am a very heartless person but, i also didnt mean to do it too and i felt guilty for almost a long long time and zZZz i donnoe what to say also liaoss -.-

okie larhss i shall blog till here =))
Upon seeing this post, PLEASE dont ask me anything about it or ask me 'okie or nort' as i will feel weird and embarrassed. Thanks :)
Bhyiibye ((=


Feeling: GUILTY! DAMN GUILTY!